1 00:00:09,092 --> 00:00:10,886 Previously, on It's Not Like That... 2 00:00:10,969 --> 00:00:13,180 Don't worry, just because our parents want us to be friends 3 00:00:13,263 --> 00:00:14,556 doesn't mean we still have to. 4 00:00:14,640 --> 00:00:15,724 What are you gonna write about? 5 00:00:16,433 --> 00:00:18,143 Maybe this. 6 00:00:18,227 --> 00:00:19,228 Did you do that? 7 00:00:19,311 --> 00:00:20,312 A few years ago. 8 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:21,605 If you wanna walk away from therapy, 9 00:00:21,688 --> 00:00:23,190 you've already walked away from the church. 10 00:00:23,273 --> 00:00:25,776 Being at church actually makes it worse. 11 00:00:25,859 --> 00:00:28,487 A pastor and an alcoholic walk into a bar... 12 00:00:28,570 --> 00:00:30,697 We are all so close 13 00:00:30,781 --> 00:00:32,908 to risk all of that. 14 00:00:34,368 --> 00:00:35,369 We can't. 15 00:00:35,452 --> 00:00:36,662 The woman from your office... 16 00:00:36,745 --> 00:00:37,996 - Sarah? - Yeah. 17 00:00:38,080 --> 00:00:40,040 Wouldn't hurt to have a cup of coffee with her, right? 18 00:00:40,123 --> 00:00:42,334 Claire Leslie, our favorite shared client, 19 00:00:42,417 --> 00:00:44,336 super psyched about your promo materials. 20 00:00:44,419 --> 00:00:46,255 Is it possible I miss my wife? 21 00:00:47,130 --> 00:00:49,049 Malcolm and Mom are hooking up. 22 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:12,614 Hey, guys, thank you so much for coming today. 23 00:01:12,698 --> 00:01:14,741 Wonderful seeing your faces. Hey, gentlemen. 24 00:01:14,825 --> 00:01:16,952 I didn't see your Mom there today, is she okay? 25 00:01:17,035 --> 00:01:18,203 Yeah? All right, good. 26 00:01:18,996 --> 00:01:20,789 Hey, guys, how are you? You good? 27 00:01:20,873 --> 00:01:24,376 I owe you a phone call, I apologize. I'll get back to you. Promise. 28 00:01:26,837 --> 00:01:28,505 - Hey. - Hey. How are you? 29 00:01:28,589 --> 00:01:29,840 I'm good. That was beautiful. 30 00:01:29,923 --> 00:01:32,009 Oh, thanks so much. Oh! Hey, Merritt. 31 00:01:33,927 --> 00:01:35,888 Oh, I'm so sorry. Sorry. 32 00:01:35,971 --> 00:01:37,264 Forgot we're in public. 33 00:01:37,806 --> 00:01:40,309 - Let's go. - Okay, just give me a few minutes. 34 00:01:40,392 --> 00:01:42,477 - Okay, I'm gonna walk. - Okay. 35 00:01:42,561 --> 00:01:45,564 And I'm gonna start to go to the 11 o'clock service. 36 00:01:45,647 --> 00:01:46,773 With Dad. 37 00:01:47,357 --> 00:01:48,775 Oh, uh, okay. 38 00:01:49,401 --> 00:01:51,195 Yeah, I'll see you later. 39 00:01:54,406 --> 00:01:56,575 - I... - Excuse me. 40 00:01:56,658 --> 00:01:59,828 Hey, you guys made it. First time. I'm so happy to have you here. 41 00:01:59,912 --> 00:02:02,206 Hope I see you next week. 42 00:02:02,873 --> 00:02:03,874 Oh, good... 43 00:02:03,957 --> 00:02:05,125 Hey, Case. 44 00:02:05,626 --> 00:02:08,045 So, what's the deal with Claire Leslie tomorrow? 45 00:02:08,128 --> 00:02:10,464 Uh, yeah, yeah, sorry. 46 00:02:10,547 --> 00:02:12,549 - My mom couldn't get the tickets. - What? 47 00:02:12,633 --> 00:02:15,719 She said that next time she toured, she can get us, like, backstage. 48 00:02:15,802 --> 00:02:17,346 I mean, I told Dakota about it. 49 00:02:17,429 --> 00:02:19,848 Yeah, well, um, she couldn't. 50 00:02:19,932 --> 00:02:22,434 Well, what about your dad? 51 00:02:22,518 --> 00:02:24,144 Isn't he, like, Claire's manager? 52 00:02:24,228 --> 00:02:26,897 Yeah, he is, but he couldn't, either. 53 00:02:27,439 --> 00:02:29,983 It's fine, though. I didn't really wanna go, anyway. 54 00:02:30,734 --> 00:02:33,904 What? I'm just not into her anymore. I liked her when I was, like, 12. 55 00:02:33,987 --> 00:02:36,073 Well, you were 12 last year. 56 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:37,157 Sorry. 57 00:02:39,618 --> 00:02:41,203 Yeah. Great. Excuse me. 58 00:02:54,591 --> 00:02:56,176 - Hey. - Hey. 59 00:02:56,260 --> 00:02:57,261 Are you okay? 60 00:02:57,344 --> 00:02:58,887 - Oh, oh, yeah. - I... 61 00:02:59,555 --> 00:03:02,432 David introduced me to someone, a woman. 62 00:03:02,516 --> 00:03:03,600 Oh. Wow. 63 00:03:04,184 --> 00:03:05,185 - Really? - Yeah. 64 00:03:05,602 --> 00:03:07,855 - Oh. - We'd been, uh, texting a bit, 65 00:03:07,938 --> 00:03:10,232 - and now we're going to lunch and... - Wonderful service today, 66 00:03:10,315 --> 00:03:11,859 - Pastor Malcolm. Very moving. - Oh, hey. 67 00:03:11,942 --> 00:03:14,236 Always a pleasure to see you, Travis, thanks so much. 68 00:03:14,319 --> 00:03:15,988 Uh... 69 00:03:16,655 --> 00:03:17,656 Coffee shop later? 70 00:03:17,739 --> 00:03:19,700 Yes. Definitely. 71 00:03:20,242 --> 00:03:21,243 Excuse me. 72 00:03:25,622 --> 00:03:27,374 She sent me a photo of herself. 73 00:03:27,457 --> 00:03:29,001 I should send one back, right? 74 00:03:29,084 --> 00:03:31,128 I mean, it is the polite thing to do. 75 00:03:31,211 --> 00:03:33,922 Also, if you don't, she's gonna assume the worst. 76 00:03:34,006 --> 00:03:35,007 About... 77 00:03:35,090 --> 00:03:36,425 About what you look like. 78 00:03:36,508 --> 00:03:38,135 - Right. Yes. - Yeah. 79 00:03:38,927 --> 00:03:40,512 Why did I agree to this? 80 00:03:41,263 --> 00:03:44,683 Every picture I have, I'm with the kids or I'm at church. 81 00:03:45,601 --> 00:03:48,478 And I haven't exactly told her that I'm a pastor yet. 82 00:03:48,562 --> 00:03:49,563 Right. 83 00:03:49,646 --> 00:03:50,731 I'm not hiding, you know. 84 00:03:50,814 --> 00:03:53,942 It's just, it's just that when it's the first thing people learn, 85 00:03:54,026 --> 00:03:56,778 they, you know, they tend to wanna be on their best behavior. 86 00:03:56,862 --> 00:03:59,323 They act like they got called into the principal's office, I don't know. 87 00:03:59,406 --> 00:04:01,950 - I get it. It makes thing weird. - Yeah. 88 00:04:02,034 --> 00:04:03,869 Can you save it for the second date? 89 00:04:03,952 --> 00:04:06,955 After you figure out if you even like each other? 90 00:04:07,039 --> 00:04:09,791 Okay. What do I do if she asks what I do? 91 00:04:09,875 --> 00:04:14,379 Um, you tell her you are the CEO 92 00:04:14,463 --> 00:04:16,423 of a non-profit organization. 93 00:04:16,507 --> 00:04:18,050 No, it's not a lie. 94 00:04:18,759 --> 00:04:22,554 - It's just... different words. - Oh, it's just different words. 95 00:04:22,638 --> 00:04:23,847 - Yeah. - No. 96 00:04:23,931 --> 00:04:25,641 Malcolm, this is why I get paid the big bucks. 97 00:04:25,724 --> 00:04:27,017 - I'm sure it is. - Yes, I know 98 00:04:27,100 --> 00:04:28,852 - how to position somebody. - Different words. 99 00:04:28,936 --> 00:04:30,020 - Ridiculous. - Yes. 100 00:04:30,938 --> 00:04:32,981 What are you doing? Oh, come on. 101 00:04:33,065 --> 00:04:34,066 Here. 102 00:04:34,608 --> 00:04:35,609 Send her this. 103 00:04:36,693 --> 00:04:37,694 Come on. 104 00:04:38,237 --> 00:04:39,863 Who couldn't love that face? 105 00:04:48,247 --> 00:04:50,040 I don't know how you did it, man. 106 00:04:50,624 --> 00:04:52,125 You got me through my divorce. 107 00:04:52,626 --> 00:04:54,461 I didn't do that. 108 00:04:54,545 --> 00:04:55,546 You did. 109 00:04:56,004 --> 00:04:57,923 One day at a time. 110 00:04:59,132 --> 00:05:00,634 That's still my advice. 111 00:05:00,717 --> 00:05:02,302 Somehow, this... 112 00:05:03,804 --> 00:05:05,764 Malcolm and Lori together thing, man... 113 00:05:06,598 --> 00:05:08,100 I'm really struggling with it. 114 00:05:08,183 --> 00:05:09,268 Look, hey... 115 00:05:12,062 --> 00:05:14,940 Remember how close you were to drinking when that band fired you 116 00:05:15,023 --> 00:05:16,984 without talking to you about it first? 117 00:05:17,067 --> 00:05:20,487 Feelings aren't facts, but they're definitely triggers. 118 00:05:21,029 --> 00:05:22,614 Right? She's your ex-wife. 119 00:05:22,698 --> 00:05:23,991 He's your friend. 120 00:05:24,074 --> 00:05:26,368 And your trigger is betrayal. 121 00:05:26,451 --> 00:05:28,328 And that's what this feels like. 122 00:05:28,912 --> 00:05:30,205 But I opened the door. 123 00:05:31,248 --> 00:05:32,749 I opened the door, okay. 124 00:05:32,833 --> 00:05:34,793 Malcolm is literally the best person I know, 125 00:05:34,877 --> 00:05:36,837 and I'm the worst, of course she's gonna choose him. 126 00:05:36,920 --> 00:05:38,463 Okay, shame doesn't help anything. 127 00:05:39,423 --> 00:05:41,550 The divorce was your decision. 128 00:05:42,551 --> 00:05:44,052 You were in control. 129 00:05:44,761 --> 00:05:48,807 Whatever's going on between Lori and your, your friend, 130 00:05:48,891 --> 00:05:51,977 that was her choice. Right? And his. 131 00:05:52,060 --> 00:05:56,231 And maybe that's why this, you know, feels so hard and difficult, 132 00:05:56,315 --> 00:05:58,275 because it was out of your control. 133 00:05:58,358 --> 00:06:01,528 These are the moments that you need to be working your program. 134 00:06:01,612 --> 00:06:02,613 You hear me? 135 00:06:05,616 --> 00:06:07,284 Yeah. I do. 136 00:06:09,661 --> 00:06:12,331 "Tell me you love me before you go. 137 00:06:13,165 --> 00:06:15,083 I've got that springtime sorrow. 138 00:06:15,667 --> 00:06:16,960 I need you to know. 139 00:06:17,044 --> 00:06:19,046 It's just my springtime sorrow. 140 00:06:19,129 --> 00:06:21,173 I get that springtime sorrow." 141 00:06:23,091 --> 00:06:24,551 Look, 142 00:06:24,635 --> 00:06:27,930 kids, I am all for you guys flexing your poetry muscle. 143 00:06:30,182 --> 00:06:32,226 But if you think I'm too old to recognize 144 00:06:32,309 --> 00:06:34,728 you just changed a few words to a Lana Del Ray song, 145 00:06:34,811 --> 00:06:36,146 you're wrong. 146 00:06:36,230 --> 00:06:38,023 Poetry is cool. 147 00:06:38,524 --> 00:06:41,026 Lana Del Plagiarism is not cool. 148 00:06:41,568 --> 00:06:42,569 Thank you. 149 00:06:45,030 --> 00:06:48,575 Okay, looks like we have time for one more share. 150 00:06:51,411 --> 00:06:53,455 Flora. How about you? 151 00:06:54,957 --> 00:06:58,502 Uh... I thought you were going in alphabetical order. 152 00:06:58,585 --> 00:07:00,337 I'm going in Mr. Watson order. 153 00:07:00,921 --> 00:07:01,922 So, Flora. 154 00:07:02,548 --> 00:07:03,549 Uh... 155 00:07:04,800 --> 00:07:08,345 Um, uh, I'm not ready. I mean, the work isn't ready. 156 00:07:08,428 --> 00:07:09,680 I'm sorry. 157 00:07:13,058 --> 00:07:15,185 What do you mean? You said we were in. 158 00:07:15,269 --> 00:07:16,436 The concert is tonight. 159 00:07:16,520 --> 00:07:18,856 - It's Claire Leslie. - I know it's Claire Leslie. 160 00:07:18,939 --> 00:07:20,983 - I'm obsessed. - Yeah. 161 00:07:21,066 --> 00:07:23,694 And I already posted about going backstage, so... 162 00:07:30,367 --> 00:07:31,368 Hey, bud. 163 00:07:31,451 --> 00:07:35,497 Let's go, I gotta get you to youth group and then I have a coffee date, 164 00:07:35,581 --> 00:07:37,416 - uh, meeting thing. - Mr. Jeffries. 165 00:07:37,499 --> 00:07:39,877 Um, sorry. Pastor Jeffries. 166 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:41,920 - Do you, do you have a moment? - Uh... 167 00:07:42,004 --> 00:07:45,591 Hold that thought, I'll be right there. Hi, Ms. Colasante. Sorry, uh, 168 00:07:45,674 --> 00:07:48,886 I'm in a bit of a, a rush, and Malcolm's fine. 169 00:07:48,969 --> 00:07:52,431 Right. Malcolm. I just wanted to talk to you about Justin. 170 00:07:52,514 --> 00:07:54,433 Oh. There's not a problem, is there? 171 00:07:54,516 --> 00:07:57,269 No. No, no. Uh, more of a concern. 172 00:07:57,853 --> 00:07:59,730 He's a great kid. He's so sweet, 173 00:07:59,813 --> 00:08:03,400 and it's not just because he still brings me baked goods at recess 174 00:08:03,483 --> 00:08:04,568 and helps me clean up. 175 00:08:04,651 --> 00:08:05,736 He is a charmer. 176 00:08:05,819 --> 00:08:07,321 - He always has been. - Mm. 177 00:08:07,404 --> 00:08:09,281 Especially with the teachers. 178 00:08:09,364 --> 00:08:13,619 It's just I'm not noticing him socialize with other kids very often. 179 00:08:13,702 --> 00:08:16,997 I mean, he hasn't been in my class since third grade, 180 00:08:17,080 --> 00:08:18,999 but here, at after care, and at recess 181 00:08:19,082 --> 00:08:22,085 - he usually sticks pretty close to me. - Mm-hmm. 182 00:08:22,669 --> 00:08:26,131 Yeah, he's always been a little more comfortable around adults. Um... 183 00:08:26,215 --> 00:08:28,425 Mr. Jones hasn't mentioned anything. 184 00:08:28,509 --> 00:08:30,260 It's just something I've noticed. 185 00:08:30,886 --> 00:08:35,015 Well, I was, I was the same as a kid. He takes after me in that way. 186 00:08:35,098 --> 00:08:36,642 I guess I'm a bit of an introvert, too. 187 00:08:36,725 --> 00:08:38,310 - It's not a bad thing. - Oh, no, no, 188 00:08:38,393 --> 00:08:40,646 I'm not, I'm not saying that. I am an introvert. 189 00:08:40,729 --> 00:08:43,232 I would take a book over a person any day. 190 00:08:43,315 --> 00:08:44,691 They're easier. 191 00:08:45,275 --> 00:08:46,360 Yeah, they are. 192 00:08:47,486 --> 00:08:49,446 So, um, is that it? 193 00:08:49,530 --> 00:08:50,739 - Uh, well... - Sorry. 194 00:08:50,822 --> 00:08:52,824 I'm literally taking him to youth group right now 195 00:08:52,908 --> 00:08:54,743 where he will be around a whole bunch of other kids. 196 00:08:54,826 --> 00:08:56,411 Okay. Okay. 197 00:08:56,495 --> 00:08:57,496 And I'm just, I... 198 00:08:58,038 --> 00:09:01,124 Justin's pretty easy, he's not the one I usually worry about. 199 00:09:01,208 --> 00:09:02,417 I understand. 200 00:09:02,876 --> 00:09:04,378 But I hear you, I do. 201 00:09:04,461 --> 00:09:06,630 And I will, um, I will keep an eye out. 202 00:09:06,713 --> 00:09:07,923 Thank you, so much. 203 00:09:08,006 --> 00:09:09,925 All right. Justin. Come on, bud. 204 00:09:11,093 --> 00:09:14,263 ♪ I'm so used to doing everything On my own ♪ 205 00:09:14,847 --> 00:09:17,349 ♪ Nodding to the neighbors With my headphones on ♪ 206 00:09:17,432 --> 00:09:19,184 - ♪In my own world... ♪ - Hey. 207 00:09:19,268 --> 00:09:21,895 - Our girl sounds great up there. - Yep. 208 00:09:24,022 --> 00:09:26,608 Uh, Gail and I booked her some press after the show. 209 00:09:26,692 --> 00:09:27,693 Mm-hmm. 210 00:09:29,736 --> 00:09:30,946 Everything okay? 211 00:09:32,739 --> 00:09:33,740 You tell me. 212 00:09:34,575 --> 00:09:35,868 Tell you what? 213 00:09:38,745 --> 00:09:39,746 Anyway, 214 00:09:39,830 --> 00:09:42,541 Charlotte Gallow from Pop Music World has been DMing me, 215 00:09:42,624 --> 00:09:45,085 so I just gave her a full half hour and booked her on their pod. 216 00:09:45,169 --> 00:09:48,005 You didn't think to maybe ask me about that first? 217 00:09:48,088 --> 00:09:49,923 - Well, I... - Why share any of you PR plans 218 00:09:50,007 --> 00:09:52,009 with Claire's manager, right? He doesn't matter. 219 00:09:52,092 --> 00:09:53,093 No, I'm... 220 00:09:55,220 --> 00:09:56,513 I'm sorry. 221 00:09:56,597 --> 00:09:59,183 Uh, look, I didn't mean to piss you off, 222 00:09:59,266 --> 00:10:02,936 and I will make sure to run things by you next time. 223 00:10:03,020 --> 00:10:04,021 Whatever, Lori. 224 00:10:13,030 --> 00:10:15,782 Ugh. It's Pen. 225 00:10:15,866 --> 00:10:18,243 She wanted to get a couple of passes for tonight, 226 00:10:18,327 --> 00:10:21,622 but then Casey told me that she didn't want me to give them to her. 227 00:10:21,705 --> 00:10:24,333 I just feel bad, you know. Pen loves Claire. 228 00:10:24,416 --> 00:10:26,919 Yeah, and it's Malcolm's daughter, so... 229 00:10:27,002 --> 00:10:28,003 So... 230 00:10:28,086 --> 00:10:30,756 So, why worry about your own daughter when this would make Malcolm happy. 231 00:10:31,340 --> 00:10:32,966 What are you talking about? 232 00:10:33,050 --> 00:10:35,636 I'm just talking about you hiding things from me. 233 00:10:35,719 --> 00:10:37,638 Talking about you going behind my back 234 00:10:37,721 --> 00:10:39,640 and making plans for Claire without even telling me. 235 00:10:39,723 --> 00:10:41,642 - I... - Or hooking up with Malcolm. 236 00:10:43,018 --> 00:10:44,520 - Yeah. - What? 237 00:10:44,603 --> 00:10:46,647 Yeah, I heard about that, Lori, from our son. 238 00:10:46,730 --> 00:10:49,149 Interesting enough, he'd be the one to fill me in. 239 00:10:49,233 --> 00:10:50,609 Sorry, wait. 240 00:10:51,693 --> 00:10:55,822 - Merritt told you that Malcolm and... - He said you and Malcolm were together. 241 00:10:55,906 --> 00:10:57,574 He heard you two talking about it, 242 00:10:57,658 --> 00:10:59,785 and then he saw Malcolm leaving my town house Friday night 243 00:10:59,868 --> 00:11:01,662 - after the two... - After the two of us what? 244 00:11:02,287 --> 00:11:03,789 Because we didn't do anything. 245 00:11:05,457 --> 00:11:07,042 That's not what Merritt thinks. 246 00:11:11,588 --> 00:11:12,589 Oh... 247 00:11:13,549 --> 00:11:15,759 Okay, look, we're not... 248 00:11:17,219 --> 00:11:18,679 We kissed. 249 00:11:18,762 --> 00:11:20,180 But not the other night. 250 00:11:20,264 --> 00:11:21,598 A few weeks ago. 251 00:11:21,682 --> 00:11:23,308 - And we are not together. - Mm-hmm. 252 00:11:23,976 --> 00:11:25,143 Wow. 253 00:11:25,227 --> 00:11:27,396 Is this you trying to get back at me? Is that what this is? 254 00:11:27,479 --> 00:11:29,356 No, of course, not. Okay. 255 00:11:30,023 --> 00:11:31,733 No one is trying to hurt you, David. 256 00:11:31,817 --> 00:11:33,402 - This has nothing to do with you. - Of course, 257 00:11:33,485 --> 00:11:34,987 - it has something to do with me. - Stop. 258 00:11:36,738 --> 00:11:38,198 We were all friends, Lori. 259 00:11:38,282 --> 00:11:40,075 - And our kids. Are you serious? - Shh. 260 00:11:41,076 --> 00:11:43,078 Just because we're divorced doesn't mean I'm out of your life. 261 00:11:43,161 --> 00:11:45,622 - It was one time. That is it. - One time. Really? 262 00:11:47,457 --> 00:11:49,543 - Uh-oh. - Hey. 263 00:11:49,626 --> 00:11:52,588 Hi. Do I... do I need to leave? 264 00:11:52,671 --> 00:11:54,214 - No. No, no. It's all good. - No. No. 265 00:11:54,298 --> 00:11:56,425 Oh, honey, you sounded so good up there. 266 00:11:56,508 --> 00:11:58,468 She is going to light up the stage tonight. 267 00:11:58,552 --> 00:12:00,762 You got that right, D. Come on, bring it in. 268 00:12:00,846 --> 00:12:02,639 - Yeah. - Oh. 269 00:12:03,140 --> 00:12:06,643 Oh. I can't believe this tour's actually ending. 270 00:12:06,727 --> 00:12:07,728 Right. 271 00:12:07,811 --> 00:12:09,354 Don't get too comfy, Claire. 272 00:12:09,438 --> 00:12:12,232 David and I are already into it with the label 273 00:12:12,316 --> 00:12:14,484 about a southwest leg in the spring. 274 00:12:14,568 --> 00:12:16,320 That's right. She's about to get busy. 275 00:12:16,403 --> 00:12:19,198 These two would keep me on the road 365 if they could. 276 00:12:19,281 --> 00:12:21,783 - Only because they love you so much. - Mm-hmm. 277 00:12:21,867 --> 00:12:25,704 Anyway, I have downloaded David on the rest of the press schedule. 278 00:12:25,787 --> 00:12:27,289 - So, I'm... - You leaving already? 279 00:12:27,372 --> 00:12:31,043 I... It's... I have mom duty, but D's got you covered. Okay? 280 00:12:31,126 --> 00:12:32,127 Break a leg. 281 00:12:33,003 --> 00:12:34,838 Okay. Bye-bye. 282 00:12:35,506 --> 00:12:36,507 Okay. 283 00:12:54,650 --> 00:12:56,026 You're getting good. 284 00:12:56,109 --> 00:12:57,319 - No. - You are. 285 00:12:57,819 --> 00:13:00,364 You should, legit, join a band or something. 286 00:13:00,447 --> 00:13:04,826 Maybe after, like, a thousand more hours of YouTube videos. 287 00:13:04,910 --> 00:13:06,036 I mean it. 288 00:13:06,954 --> 00:13:09,998 You... you think that you're not creative, but you are. 289 00:13:10,082 --> 00:13:12,543 Dude, this just let's me pound on something. 290 00:13:13,627 --> 00:13:14,837 I'm not like you. 291 00:13:14,920 --> 00:13:17,172 I'm... I don't have anything to say. 292 00:13:17,714 --> 00:13:19,466 Mm. I don't think that's true. 293 00:13:20,217 --> 00:13:21,844 I think you have a lot to say. 294 00:13:24,680 --> 00:13:26,682 Why wouldn't you get up in class today? 295 00:13:27,182 --> 00:13:28,183 Oh, um... 296 00:13:29,852 --> 00:13:30,853 I don't know. 297 00:13:31,395 --> 00:13:32,396 I just couldn't. 298 00:13:33,605 --> 00:13:35,941 I already feel like there's a spotlight on me. 299 00:13:36,024 --> 00:13:38,193 You know, the girl with the dead mom. 300 00:13:38,777 --> 00:13:41,613 And my dad just makes it so much worse, the way he hovers. 301 00:13:41,697 --> 00:13:44,116 Like I'm gonna crack at any second. 302 00:13:46,243 --> 00:13:47,244 Can I hear it? 303 00:13:47,828 --> 00:13:48,829 Your poem? 304 00:13:49,162 --> 00:13:50,163 Come on. 305 00:13:50,247 --> 00:13:52,291 It's just me. Audience of one. 306 00:13:53,500 --> 00:13:54,501 Uh... 307 00:13:56,295 --> 00:13:57,963 You promise not to laugh? 308 00:14:00,424 --> 00:14:01,425 Good. 309 00:14:14,813 --> 00:14:16,190 "In the darkness, 310 00:14:16,273 --> 00:14:17,649 I saw the light. 311 00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:20,110 It shined like your eyes. 312 00:14:20,194 --> 00:14:21,987 In my weakness, 313 00:14:22,070 --> 00:14:23,614 I found my strength. 314 00:14:23,697 --> 00:14:25,949 An extraordinary surprise. 315 00:14:26,033 --> 00:14:27,868 I hurt myself 316 00:14:27,951 --> 00:14:29,036 to feel. 317 00:14:29,578 --> 00:14:31,330 I felt myself disappear. 318 00:14:31,413 --> 00:14:33,123 I vanished into space. 319 00:14:33,207 --> 00:14:35,000 But left space for you. 320 00:14:36,210 --> 00:14:37,336 I'll always have, 321 00:14:37,419 --> 00:14:40,339 I'll never fill the space I keep for you. 322 00:14:41,006 --> 00:14:42,424 I'll keep it warm. 323 00:14:42,508 --> 00:14:43,926 I'll make it whole. 324 00:14:44,009 --> 00:14:47,804 I'll always love the space I keep for you." 325 00:14:50,015 --> 00:14:51,016 That's all. 326 00:14:52,684 --> 00:14:55,812 It's cheesy, um, I hate it. You hate it. 327 00:14:55,896 --> 00:14:56,980 - It's... - Flora. 328 00:14:57,814 --> 00:15:00,150 I-It's amazing. 329 00:15:00,817 --> 00:15:02,361 You have to say that. 330 00:15:02,444 --> 00:15:03,529 No, I don't. 331 00:15:04,696 --> 00:15:07,950 That part about having a space for you, that's... 332 00:15:08,742 --> 00:15:10,285 it's... it's like a chorus. 333 00:15:10,369 --> 00:15:11,703 That's weird. 334 00:15:12,621 --> 00:15:13,664 You're weird. 335 00:15:14,540 --> 00:15:16,500 - Don't, don't call me that. - What? 336 00:15:16,583 --> 00:15:17,584 You are. 337 00:15:17,668 --> 00:15:19,002 I like that you're weird. 338 00:15:19,086 --> 00:15:20,170 It's a good thing. 339 00:15:20,587 --> 00:15:21,588 And I mean it. 340 00:15:22,172 --> 00:15:24,216 You could turn that poem into lyrics. 341 00:15:24,299 --> 00:15:25,801 It's, it's that good. 342 00:15:25,884 --> 00:15:26,927 Mm. 343 00:15:27,010 --> 00:15:29,805 Okay. Hey, you're the musical one, not me. 344 00:15:30,472 --> 00:15:32,808 You just need to put a melody to it. 345 00:15:35,853 --> 00:15:39,648 Mm, I'm sure it's been such a tough road for you. My God. 346 00:15:40,232 --> 00:15:43,318 Oh, thanks. Yeah, um, I hear that a lot. 347 00:15:43,402 --> 00:15:46,572 I mean, it has been, yes, but, um, but I'm here. 348 00:15:47,489 --> 00:15:48,657 - Yes, you are. - Mm-hmm. 349 00:15:49,700 --> 00:15:53,579 And I just think it is so brave of you to be putting yourself back out there. 350 00:15:55,998 --> 00:15:58,917 You seem as wonderful in real life as you do in your texts. 351 00:15:59,001 --> 00:16:00,919 Oh. Yeah, you, too. 352 00:16:03,964 --> 00:16:06,466 Speaking of, you, um, never mentioned what you do. 353 00:16:07,843 --> 00:16:09,261 Well, uh... 354 00:16:09,845 --> 00:16:13,724 I'm the CEO of a non... 355 00:16:14,850 --> 00:16:15,851 No. 356 00:16:17,352 --> 00:16:18,437 Oh, good. 357 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:20,939 For a second I thought you were gonna say non-profit 358 00:16:21,023 --> 00:16:22,816 and I am done with non-profit dudes. 359 00:16:22,900 --> 00:16:23,901 Oh. 360 00:16:23,984 --> 00:16:26,862 I went out with this Greenpeace guy and he totally stuck me with the check. 361 00:16:26,945 --> 00:16:28,447 Oh, no! 362 00:16:29,698 --> 00:16:31,867 Yeah. I'm a pastor. 363 00:16:34,786 --> 00:16:35,787 Oh. 364 00:16:36,288 --> 00:16:38,248 Of the Grace Community Church. 365 00:16:39,249 --> 00:16:40,876 David didn't mention that. 366 00:16:40,959 --> 00:16:43,086 Yeah, I, I grew up Methodist. 367 00:16:43,170 --> 00:16:46,089 I went to seminary. I always knew I had a calling. 368 00:16:46,715 --> 00:16:50,761 And then I saw Lucas Mason preach, and I knew that that was my path. 369 00:16:50,844 --> 00:16:53,305 I've been with Grace Community ever since. 370 00:16:53,388 --> 00:16:55,891 It's, it's a very welcoming place. 371 00:16:57,601 --> 00:16:59,353 You don't look like a priest in your photos. 372 00:16:59,436 --> 00:17:01,813 - No, pastor. Not a priest. - Oh. 373 00:17:01,897 --> 00:17:04,024 I think you're thinking Catholicism, 374 00:17:04,107 --> 00:17:07,986 but I'm allowed to date. Here we are. 375 00:17:08,070 --> 00:17:09,655 Right. 376 00:17:17,037 --> 00:17:18,622 Oh, Merritt, good. 377 00:17:18,705 --> 00:17:19,706 What's up? 378 00:17:21,124 --> 00:17:22,167 I talked to your dad. 379 00:17:22,709 --> 00:17:24,461 - He's very upset. - Yeah, I-I shouldn't... 380 00:17:24,545 --> 00:17:26,588 No, you think you know something, but you don't. 381 00:17:26,672 --> 00:17:28,423 Malcolm and I, we're just friends. 382 00:17:28,507 --> 00:17:30,384 W-We had a moment, 383 00:17:30,467 --> 00:17:31,760 - but that's it. - A moment? 384 00:17:31,844 --> 00:17:33,929 - Mom, he's like swooping in and... - No. 385 00:17:34,012 --> 00:17:36,640 No, he's not. Okay. Because Malcolm has done nothing wrong. 386 00:17:36,723 --> 00:17:38,433 I mean, I have done nothing wrong. 387 00:17:38,517 --> 00:17:41,061 Okay. I-I don't wanna talk about this. 388 00:17:41,144 --> 00:17:42,145 I'm sorry. 389 00:17:42,229 --> 00:17:44,273 I'm sorry I said something to Dad. I was pissed. 390 00:17:44,356 --> 00:17:46,275 - No. - At you, at him. 391 00:17:46,358 --> 00:17:48,902 It's just, the way he puts it on us to fix his mess. 392 00:17:49,611 --> 00:17:51,280 Y-You can do whatever you want. 393 00:17:51,363 --> 00:17:54,408 No, but I'm not doing anything. Okay. That's the point. 394 00:17:54,491 --> 00:17:56,827 What happened between us, it was a mistake, 395 00:17:56,910 --> 00:17:58,120 and it was one time. 396 00:17:58,871 --> 00:18:01,665 And I'm really sorry if it upset you. Okay. 397 00:18:01,748 --> 00:18:03,792 - But nothing has changed. - I-I don't care. 398 00:18:05,627 --> 00:18:07,087 Where are you going? 399 00:18:07,171 --> 00:18:08,547 For a run. 400 00:18:09,631 --> 00:18:10,632 Honey. 401 00:18:24,938 --> 00:18:27,232 I asked for Tennessee Honey, not Tennessee Rye. 402 00:18:27,941 --> 00:18:29,359 I can fix that. 403 00:18:29,443 --> 00:18:31,403 - I'm kidding. - You want Tennessee Honey? 404 00:18:31,486 --> 00:18:32,487 I'm kidding. 405 00:18:33,030 --> 00:18:35,449 Excuse me. Tennessee Honey here, please. 406 00:18:36,033 --> 00:18:37,534 Hey, don't sweat it, D. 407 00:18:37,618 --> 00:18:39,119 Whiskey is whiskey, you know. 408 00:18:43,957 --> 00:18:45,959 Ooh! 409 00:18:55,719 --> 00:18:56,887 Am I drinking alone? 410 00:18:58,222 --> 00:19:00,807 Come on, man. End of the tour. We gotta celebrate. 411 00:19:10,901 --> 00:19:12,110 You know we do. 412 00:19:14,279 --> 00:19:15,280 Cheers, my friend. 413 00:19:51,650 --> 00:19:54,486 Hey. Why aren't you out there playing with the other kids? 414 00:19:54,570 --> 00:19:56,238 Looks like they're having a ton of fun. 415 00:19:56,321 --> 00:19:58,031 I'm okay. I'm good here, Dad. 416 00:19:58,657 --> 00:20:00,075 Virginia needs my help. 417 00:20:00,158 --> 00:20:01,743 And I sure do appreciate it. 418 00:20:01,827 --> 00:20:02,995 Oh, I get it. 419 00:20:03,078 --> 00:20:04,746 Virginia is the best. 420 00:20:04,830 --> 00:20:06,790 But, you know, I can help her finish up. 421 00:20:06,874 --> 00:20:09,918 Why don't you go get in here for a few minutes before we leave? 422 00:20:11,211 --> 00:20:12,254 No, thanks. 423 00:20:13,755 --> 00:20:14,756 You know... 424 00:20:16,091 --> 00:20:18,969 you used to hang out with Alex and Matteo. 425 00:20:19,052 --> 00:20:20,220 Did something happen? 426 00:20:21,054 --> 00:20:22,598 Oh, I don't know. 427 00:20:22,681 --> 00:20:23,974 Did I do something wrong? 428 00:20:24,057 --> 00:20:27,060 No, no, of course, not. It's okay. You're good. Go on. 429 00:20:35,736 --> 00:20:37,571 We are just friends. 430 00:20:37,654 --> 00:20:39,698 I mean, that's all you want it to be. 431 00:20:39,781 --> 00:20:41,283 I don't think it's up to me. 432 00:20:41,366 --> 00:20:43,785 - He's, like... - He is crushing. 433 00:20:43,869 --> 00:20:44,870 Flora. 434 00:20:45,370 --> 00:20:46,538 He liked your poem. 435 00:20:46,622 --> 00:20:48,540 He was being nice. 436 00:20:48,624 --> 00:20:51,460 No. He said he wants you to turn it into a song. 437 00:20:51,543 --> 00:20:53,879 Guys don't say that when they're just being nice. 438 00:20:53,962 --> 00:20:55,172 He wants more. 439 00:20:55,672 --> 00:20:56,798 Of you. 440 00:20:56,882 --> 00:20:58,050 I don't know. 441 00:20:58,133 --> 00:21:00,010 Just deal with it, girl. Deal with it. 442 00:21:00,093 --> 00:21:01,428 Dude is thirsty for you. 443 00:21:02,262 --> 00:21:03,931 And not just any dude, 444 00:21:04,014 --> 00:21:05,140 a hot dude. 445 00:21:05,641 --> 00:21:08,143 A hot wrestler dude. 446 00:21:08,227 --> 00:21:11,396 No, he's not a wrestler anymore. 447 00:21:12,356 --> 00:21:15,025 And that's not even what I like about him, anyway. 448 00:21:15,108 --> 00:21:17,069 Oh, so you do like him? 449 00:21:19,029 --> 00:21:20,030 Oh, gotta go. 450 00:21:21,114 --> 00:21:22,115 What? 451 00:21:32,793 --> 00:21:34,670 Whoa, hey, man, how many is that? 452 00:21:35,337 --> 00:21:37,130 We should get another bottle. 453 00:21:37,214 --> 00:21:39,842 No. I'm good. I think you're good, too. 454 00:21:42,010 --> 00:21:43,011 I'm not good. 455 00:21:47,641 --> 00:21:49,726 I'm not good. Man, hey, you know what? 456 00:21:49,810 --> 00:21:51,228 I got something for you. 457 00:21:54,189 --> 00:21:55,190 No. 458 00:21:57,693 --> 00:21:59,236 - What are these? - My AA chips. 459 00:21:59,862 --> 00:22:02,072 Mm-hmm. Two years. 460 00:22:02,155 --> 00:22:03,407 Almost made it to three. 461 00:22:04,950 --> 00:22:06,243 Keep 'em. They're yours. 462 00:22:06,994 --> 00:22:08,662 Don't mean anything now. 463 00:22:12,124 --> 00:22:15,586 Whoa! Epa! Whoo! 464 00:22:15,669 --> 00:22:17,796 Come on, girl, look at you. 465 00:22:17,880 --> 00:22:19,548 They're gonna love you tonight. 466 00:22:19,965 --> 00:22:20,966 Thanks, D. 467 00:22:21,049 --> 00:22:23,135 Hey, you know what you should write a song about? 468 00:22:23,218 --> 00:22:25,596 You should write a song about a guy who finds out 469 00:22:25,679 --> 00:22:28,390 that his, his ex-wife is hooking up with his friend. 470 00:22:28,473 --> 00:22:29,600 - Right? - Okay. 471 00:22:29,683 --> 00:22:32,644 Isn't that, like, every country song? 472 00:22:32,728 --> 00:22:34,062 You can't have too many. 473 00:22:34,146 --> 00:22:35,564 Right? Right? 474 00:22:36,857 --> 00:22:37,858 I got you, buddy. 475 00:22:38,483 --> 00:22:40,777 Come on. There we go. There we go. 476 00:22:42,571 --> 00:22:43,822 You hold on to those. 477 00:22:45,407 --> 00:22:46,408 You earned them. 478 00:22:47,117 --> 00:22:49,703 It's amazing, 479 00:22:49,786 --> 00:22:51,997 I got sober, and then, I left my wife. 480 00:22:53,415 --> 00:22:55,792 Maybe I'm just stupid when I'm sober. Right? 481 00:23:08,180 --> 00:23:10,599 Are you physically gonna be able to eat all that? 482 00:23:10,682 --> 00:23:12,434 Mm-hmm. I have to. 483 00:23:12,518 --> 00:23:16,021 You know, coach says I'm giving away six pounds the second I step on the mat. 484 00:23:19,191 --> 00:23:24,112 Message from Bridges. 911. Come to the show, ASAP. 485 00:23:24,196 --> 00:23:25,197 Oh, shoot. 486 00:23:25,656 --> 00:23:28,825 I'm sorry, sweetie, uh, quick pit stop before we go home. 487 00:23:36,375 --> 00:23:38,585 Hey, what's going on? 488 00:23:38,669 --> 00:23:40,128 - Your husband... - What? 489 00:23:40,212 --> 00:23:42,172 - Ex... - I'm sorry, 490 00:23:42,256 --> 00:23:44,508 I wouldn't have offered him a drink if I'd known... 491 00:23:44,591 --> 00:23:46,218 - Oh. - Hey! 492 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:48,011 There she is. 493 00:23:48,095 --> 00:23:49,847 Oh, David. 494 00:23:49,930 --> 00:23:53,517 Yep, that's about right. "Oh, David." 495 00:23:54,142 --> 00:23:56,144 - Look, look. I'm... - What's going on? 496 00:23:56,228 --> 00:23:58,522 - Casey, your dad and I need a minute. - Is he drunk? 497 00:23:58,605 --> 00:23:59,690 He'll be fine. 498 00:23:59,773 --> 00:24:01,316 - You wanna check out the stage? - No. 499 00:24:01,400 --> 00:24:03,527 It's okay. Hey, come on. Let's get you out of here. 500 00:24:03,610 --> 00:24:06,363 - No, I'm working. - No, you are not working anymore. 501 00:24:06,446 --> 00:24:07,447 I'm working! 502 00:24:09,283 --> 00:24:11,410 Okay. Fine. 503 00:24:12,661 --> 00:24:14,413 - Okay. He's fine. - Hey. 504 00:24:15,998 --> 00:24:16,999 Hey. 505 00:24:17,666 --> 00:24:18,876 Hey, bug. Hey. 506 00:24:21,420 --> 00:24:22,921 Are you here to see the show? 507 00:24:23,005 --> 00:24:24,882 Oh. Claire. 508 00:24:25,591 --> 00:24:28,552 If you need to, Casey can stay with me, if she wants. 509 00:24:28,635 --> 00:24:30,262 We got her. Cool? 510 00:24:30,804 --> 00:24:32,264 - Yeah, okay. Yeah. - Okay. 511 00:24:32,347 --> 00:24:33,849 Thank you. Gail is on her way. 512 00:24:33,932 --> 00:24:34,933 Um, look. 513 00:24:35,893 --> 00:24:38,645 Your dad's gonna be all right. All right? Don't worry. I got him. 514 00:24:38,729 --> 00:24:40,230 - Okay. - I'll see you in a bit. 515 00:24:40,314 --> 00:24:41,356 - Mm-hmm. - Okay. 516 00:24:42,482 --> 00:24:43,692 Come on. 517 00:24:43,775 --> 00:24:45,861 I'm sorry. Okay? I'm sorry. 518 00:24:51,033 --> 00:24:52,743 Hey, are... are you okay? 519 00:24:52,826 --> 00:24:53,827 Yeah. 520 00:24:55,078 --> 00:24:58,749 It sucks when someone you love is going through something like this, huh? 521 00:25:00,709 --> 00:25:02,002 But your dad's a good guy. 522 00:25:02,836 --> 00:25:03,837 He loves you. 523 00:25:04,296 --> 00:25:06,048 - I can tell. - Yeah. 524 00:25:07,090 --> 00:25:09,927 You know, my friend, Pen, she's a super huge fan of yours. 525 00:25:10,010 --> 00:25:12,095 - Really? - Yeah, way more than me. 526 00:25:16,808 --> 00:25:18,602 Pen, no devices at the table, please. 527 00:25:18,685 --> 00:25:21,104 But this is a live stream. This is happening now. 528 00:25:21,188 --> 00:25:22,773 Claire's gonna come on any minute. 529 00:25:22,856 --> 00:25:23,982 This is a live dinner. 530 00:25:24,066 --> 00:25:25,442 Yeah, we're almost done. 531 00:25:25,526 --> 00:25:28,487 The more you do this, the longer it's gonna take for me to get a phone. 532 00:25:29,363 --> 00:25:33,617 Hey, Dad, I was thinking of going by the church tonight. 533 00:25:33,700 --> 00:25:34,910 - Oh. - No, relax, 534 00:25:34,993 --> 00:25:36,453 it's just to use the piano. 535 00:25:36,537 --> 00:25:39,331 Yeah, of course. Sure, that's great. 536 00:25:39,414 --> 00:25:40,415 Okay. 537 00:25:47,714 --> 00:25:48,715 I got it. 538 00:25:56,890 --> 00:25:58,809 I cannot believe I'm back here. 539 00:26:00,519 --> 00:26:01,770 You can't believe it. 540 00:26:06,859 --> 00:26:08,652 Hey, give me my phone back. 541 00:26:08,735 --> 00:26:10,571 Who are you calling? Stop. David! 542 00:26:16,368 --> 00:26:18,662 - Hey. - Hey, buddy. 543 00:26:18,745 --> 00:26:21,290 - Hey, guess who I'm with? - David, what's going on? 544 00:26:21,373 --> 00:26:23,333 Malcolm, do not listen to him, he's drunk. 545 00:26:23,417 --> 00:26:25,669 Hey, you know what? You could've just told me. 546 00:26:25,752 --> 00:26:28,797 Man, you could've just told me you had the hots for my wife. 547 00:26:28,881 --> 00:26:32,009 No, David, it's not, uh, it's not what you... 548 00:26:32,092 --> 00:26:34,261 Oh, Malc, but it is. 549 00:26:34,344 --> 00:26:35,429 Okay, look, Malcolm, 550 00:26:35,512 --> 00:26:37,139 I will call you later, okay. 551 00:26:37,222 --> 00:26:39,516 Just, please, I'm getting him home, all right. 552 00:26:39,600 --> 00:26:41,393 I-I'll call you. 553 00:26:41,476 --> 00:26:42,561 Uh... 554 00:26:52,821 --> 00:26:53,822 Take me home. 555 00:26:55,991 --> 00:26:57,034 Yes. 556 00:26:57,117 --> 00:26:58,702 To your town house. 557 00:26:59,786 --> 00:27:02,998 Bad enough that Casey saw you like this, I don't want Merritt to. 558 00:27:05,250 --> 00:27:07,753 It's really not the example he needs right now. 559 00:28:43,891 --> 00:28:47,352 ♪ Help of the helpless ♪ 560 00:28:47,436 --> 00:28:53,483 ♪ Oh, abide with Thee ♪ 561 00:29:42,658 --> 00:29:43,825 ♪ Space ♪ 562 00:29:45,869 --> 00:29:47,037 ♪ Space ♪ 563 00:30:11,103 --> 00:30:13,730 ♪ Long as I breathe ♪ 564 00:30:20,362 --> 00:30:25,158 ♪ I'll always keep space for you ♪ 565 00:30:40,799 --> 00:30:42,467 - Come on. - Let me help. 566 00:30:42,551 --> 00:30:44,678 Oh, no, Malcolm. You shouldn't have... 567 00:30:44,761 --> 00:30:46,805 - I don't want your help. - David, come on. 568 00:30:46,889 --> 00:30:49,016 I would never do that with a friend of yours. 569 00:30:49,099 --> 00:30:50,100 You know what, David? 570 00:30:50,184 --> 00:30:52,144 You don't get to tell me who I can and can't kiss. 571 00:30:52,227 --> 00:30:54,188 If I wanna kiss Malcolm, I'll kiss Malcolm. 572 00:30:55,397 --> 00:30:57,941 - You lied to me. - I didn't, no. 573 00:30:58,025 --> 00:31:00,861 When I called you, you were here, with her, weren't you? 574 00:31:00,944 --> 00:31:02,779 We were just talking, but yes, I was. 575 00:31:03,363 --> 00:31:04,448 And you just, what? 576 00:31:04,948 --> 00:31:08,160 Just felt the need to leave that little part out when you were talking to me? 577 00:31:11,371 --> 00:31:12,372 You're a pastor. 578 00:31:12,456 --> 00:31:13,832 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 579 00:31:14,416 --> 00:31:15,584 - You're my friend. - Okay. 580 00:31:15,667 --> 00:31:17,836 - You've said your piece. Come on. - You know what? 581 00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:19,087 Do me a favor... 582 00:31:20,214 --> 00:31:21,465 Stay away from my family. 583 00:31:22,007 --> 00:31:23,550 Focus on your own. Okay? 584 00:31:23,634 --> 00:31:26,762 And tell that mean-girl daughter of yours to stop bullying Casey. 585 00:31:26,845 --> 00:31:30,098 That's enough. All right. I've got him. Just go. Bye. 586 00:31:40,943 --> 00:31:42,528 Okay. Come on. 587 00:31:51,245 --> 00:31:54,331 Just so you know, this is as far as I take this with you. 588 00:31:55,207 --> 00:31:56,208 All right? 589 00:31:56,291 --> 00:31:58,460 I'm not going back to the days where... 590 00:31:59,837 --> 00:32:01,797 Just, you're on your own from here. 591 00:32:02,464 --> 00:32:03,465 All right? 592 00:32:06,969 --> 00:32:08,262 Is Casey gonna be okay? 593 00:32:11,056 --> 00:32:12,057 She will be. 594 00:32:17,229 --> 00:32:19,106 ♪ What I f we were authentic ♪ 595 00:32:19,189 --> 00:32:21,358 ♪ Wouldn't the world be different ♪ 596 00:32:21,441 --> 00:32:23,110 ♪ Cause honesty, it hits differеnt ♪ 597 00:32:23,193 --> 00:32:25,654 ♪ Honesty, it hits different ♪ 598 00:32:25,737 --> 00:32:27,906 ♪ Wouldn’t that bе a picnic? ♪ 599 00:32:27,990 --> 00:32:29,366 ♪ Not some kind of fiction ♪ 600 00:32:29,449 --> 00:32:31,493 ♪ For life kind of friendship ♪ 601 00:32:31,577 --> 00:32:33,579 ♪ Yeah, that kind of friendship ♪ 602 00:32:33,662 --> 00:32:35,080 ♪ I just wanna be my ♪ 603 00:32:35,163 --> 00:32:36,999 ♪ I just wanna be my ♪ 604 00:32:37,082 --> 00:32:40,169 ♪ I just wanna be myself ♪ 605 00:32:41,128 --> 00:32:43,213 ♪ I just wanna be a ♪ 606 00:32:43,297 --> 00:32:45,340 ♪ I just wanna be a ♪ 607 00:32:45,424 --> 00:32:48,302 ♪ Wanna be original ♪ 608 00:32:50,679 --> 00:32:53,056 Hi. Thank you so much for covering. 609 00:32:53,140 --> 00:32:55,517 Of course. Talk about a distraction. 610 00:32:55,601 --> 00:32:58,687 - She has been great with Casey. - It looks like it. 611 00:32:58,770 --> 00:33:01,106 She's determined to make her her biggest fan. 612 00:33:01,940 --> 00:33:04,193 ♪ Maybe I'll give me a try ♪ 613 00:33:04,276 --> 00:33:06,195 Oh. 614 00:33:06,778 --> 00:33:08,822 ♪ I just wanna be my ♪ 615 00:33:08,906 --> 00:33:10,824 ♪ I just wanna be my ♪ 616 00:33:10,908 --> 00:33:13,994 ♪ I just wanna be myself ♪ 617 00:33:14,995 --> 00:33:16,830 ♪ I just wanna be a ♪ 618 00:33:16,914 --> 00:33:18,790 ♪ I just wanna be a ♪ 619 00:33:18,874 --> 00:33:23,253 ♪ Wanna be original, yeah ♪ 620 00:33:28,967 --> 00:33:30,636 Hey. 621 00:33:32,679 --> 00:33:33,680 What? 622 00:33:33,931 --> 00:33:38,268 I know things haven't been great between you and Casey lately, 623 00:33:38,352 --> 00:33:40,437 but I still expect you to be kind. 624 00:33:40,521 --> 00:33:41,980 Right. So, it's all on me? 625 00:33:42,064 --> 00:33:46,193 Meanwhile, Casey's with my favorite singer. Not hers. 626 00:33:46,276 --> 00:33:49,196 You know the one that she said she couldn't get me backstage to meet? 627 00:33:49,279 --> 00:33:51,907 She's doing this to hype herself and then make me look bad. 628 00:33:51,990 --> 00:33:54,159 So, she's the one that's not being kind, okay. 629 00:33:54,243 --> 00:33:55,494 - Okay. - I'm sorry 630 00:33:55,577 --> 00:33:57,162 I'm not living up to your expectations. 631 00:33:57,246 --> 00:34:00,999 Listen, I understand that you're angry, right now, and jealous, 632 00:34:01,083 --> 00:34:04,253 but I'm less concerned about you living up to my expectations 633 00:34:04,336 --> 00:34:06,547 than I am about you living up to your own. 634 00:34:07,631 --> 00:34:10,050 What about just being happy for Casey? 635 00:34:10,801 --> 00:34:13,971 Find some grace in your heart. That's an option, too. 636 00:34:14,054 --> 00:34:15,722 That takes a lot less energy. 637 00:34:19,351 --> 00:34:20,435 Thank you. 638 00:34:32,906 --> 00:34:33,949 What's up? 639 00:34:34,032 --> 00:34:35,993 Turn that off, we need to talk. 640 00:34:36,076 --> 00:34:38,036 Uh, I don't really... 641 00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:39,454 How often do you drink? 642 00:34:39,955 --> 00:34:40,956 What? 643 00:34:42,124 --> 00:34:43,709 I don't. 644 00:34:43,792 --> 00:34:44,793 Come on. 645 00:34:45,669 --> 00:34:47,296 I went to high school, too. 646 00:34:50,174 --> 00:34:53,302 I, I have a beer. 647 00:34:53,969 --> 00:34:56,388 A couple, at parties, that's it. 648 00:34:58,098 --> 00:34:59,308 You don't have to worry. 649 00:35:00,309 --> 00:35:01,393 I'm not Dad. 650 00:35:01,476 --> 00:35:02,895 Not like that. 651 00:35:02,978 --> 00:35:07,024 Good, um, because you should know that he fell off the wagon tonight. 652 00:35:07,107 --> 00:35:08,150 At the show. 653 00:35:09,735 --> 00:35:11,528 - With Casey there? - Yeah. 654 00:35:12,321 --> 00:35:13,405 She's okay. 655 00:35:14,281 --> 00:35:16,158 And so is your dad. 656 00:35:17,075 --> 00:35:19,703 - It's my fault. - No. No, no, no, it is not. 657 00:35:19,786 --> 00:35:22,748 It is not. You did absolutely nothing wrong. 658 00:35:22,831 --> 00:35:24,291 Okay. This isn't about you. 659 00:35:24,374 --> 00:35:26,126 And it's, it's not even about me. 660 00:35:26,668 --> 00:35:29,713 Your father is responsible for his own choices. 661 00:35:30,506 --> 00:35:33,300 Just like you are responsible for your choices. 662 00:35:35,677 --> 00:35:38,931 And for what it's worth, I know that he feels terrible. 663 00:35:41,350 --> 00:35:42,434 I'm sorry. 664 00:35:43,727 --> 00:35:45,103 Neither one of us are... 665 00:35:46,063 --> 00:35:48,315 winning any parenting prizes right now. 666 00:35:50,692 --> 00:35:52,486 But however today went down, um, 667 00:35:53,904 --> 00:35:55,614 you know, we love you. 668 00:35:58,242 --> 00:35:59,243 I love you, too. 669 00:36:08,418 --> 00:36:11,505 OMG, Casey, I can't believe Claire posted about you. 670 00:36:11,588 --> 00:36:12,673 What was she like? 671 00:36:15,551 --> 00:36:18,011 You guys, she was so sick. 672 00:36:18,095 --> 00:36:22,182 I mean, honestly, like, she was... I'm just obsessed with her, you know. 673 00:36:22,266 --> 00:36:23,642 Like, that was the best. 674 00:36:28,230 --> 00:36:30,148 Tag. You're it. 675 00:36:47,082 --> 00:36:48,750 Hey, bud. Good day? 676 00:36:49,835 --> 00:36:50,836 - Yeah. - Yeah? 677 00:36:51,461 --> 00:36:53,005 You know what? I was thinking. 678 00:36:53,088 --> 00:36:55,841 What about if we invite some of your friends over to our house? 679 00:36:55,924 --> 00:36:57,551 Whoever you want, on your home turf. 680 00:36:57,634 --> 00:37:00,095 Okay. To do what? 681 00:37:00,888 --> 00:37:02,598 To do whatever you wanna do. 682 00:37:02,681 --> 00:37:05,267 It's gotta be better than hanging out with me, right? 683 00:37:06,810 --> 00:37:07,811 Thanks. 684 00:37:08,353 --> 00:37:09,605 Yeah, of course. 685 00:37:09,688 --> 00:37:11,899 Hey, pack this up, I'll be right back, okay? 686 00:37:11,982 --> 00:37:13,901 - Okay. - Ms. Colasante? 687 00:37:13,984 --> 00:37:16,069 Hi, Pastor Jeffries. 688 00:37:16,153 --> 00:37:17,487 - Malcolm, please. - Malcolm. 689 00:37:17,571 --> 00:37:19,114 And, uh, Grace is fine. 690 00:37:19,198 --> 00:37:21,825 Oh, okay, Grace. Uh, like my church. 691 00:37:22,618 --> 00:37:25,245 Look, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. 692 00:37:25,329 --> 00:37:27,789 You were right to say something about Justin. 693 00:37:27,873 --> 00:37:29,124 I'm glad you did. 694 00:37:29,208 --> 00:37:31,168 Wow. Okay. 695 00:37:32,377 --> 00:37:34,880 It's just, uh, parents don't usually apologize. 696 00:37:34,963 --> 00:37:38,383 Like, ever, so this is a new feeling. 697 00:37:38,467 --> 00:37:39,885 - Really? That's horrible. - Yeah. 698 00:37:39,968 --> 00:37:42,221 Hazard of the job, uh, I love the kids, though, 699 00:37:42,304 --> 00:37:44,097 so I'm, uh, I'm stuck with it. 700 00:37:46,141 --> 00:37:48,060 Right. Well, uh, if I'm being honest, 701 00:37:48,143 --> 00:37:50,562 and it's important for me to be honest, 702 00:37:50,646 --> 00:37:53,607 um, I think I got defensive, because I didn't want to believe 703 00:37:53,690 --> 00:37:56,610 that there could be something wrong with my good kid. 704 00:37:57,778 --> 00:38:00,030 Justin is a good kid, Malcolm. 705 00:38:00,113 --> 00:38:02,783 I, I really didn't mean to suggest otherwise. 706 00:38:03,367 --> 00:38:04,701 As long as there's balance, 707 00:38:04,785 --> 00:38:09,122 gravitating to adult women might be what he needs right now. 708 00:38:09,206 --> 00:38:10,624 Well, he's got good taste. 709 00:38:11,708 --> 00:38:14,670 Sorry, uh, that sounded like I was trying to flirt with you. 710 00:38:14,753 --> 00:38:17,798 But that's, that's okay. 711 00:38:19,132 --> 00:38:21,176 Oh. It is? 712 00:38:21,260 --> 00:38:24,388 Is, uh... Okay. Is that allowed? 713 00:38:24,471 --> 00:38:26,807 It's not not allowed. 714 00:38:26,890 --> 00:38:31,228 I mean, Justin hasn't been a student in my class for two years. 715 00:38:31,311 --> 00:38:32,437 So... 716 00:38:33,939 --> 00:38:34,940 So? 717 00:38:35,023 --> 00:38:38,902 So, maybe you might, um, want my number? 718 00:38:39,486 --> 00:38:40,612 Oh, yes. 719 00:38:41,196 --> 00:38:42,698 Yes. Please. 720 00:38:42,781 --> 00:38:45,284 - Um, I don't have... How do... - Here. 721 00:38:45,367 --> 00:38:46,368 Yeah. 722 00:38:52,291 --> 00:38:53,417 Now you have my number. 723 00:38:55,043 --> 00:38:56,628 - Okay. - Okay. 724 00:39:05,637 --> 00:39:08,182 Now it's time for newcomer shares. 725 00:39:08,265 --> 00:39:09,558 Any newcomers? 726 00:39:20,152 --> 00:39:21,612 Hello, everyone, I'm David. 727 00:39:21,695 --> 00:39:22,779 Hi, David. 728 00:39:23,822 --> 00:39:26,533 I was two plus years sober and, uh... 729 00:39:27,618 --> 00:39:29,161 Now I have one day. 730 00:39:31,163 --> 00:39:32,706 Guess that makes me a newcomer. 731 00:39:41,173 --> 00:39:42,216 See you tomorrow? 732 00:39:48,889 --> 00:39:49,890 Hey. 733 00:39:50,724 --> 00:39:52,392 - Hey. - It's good to see you back in the meeting. 734 00:39:52,476 --> 00:39:54,269 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 735 00:39:56,104 --> 00:39:57,147 I'm sorry, David. 736 00:39:58,148 --> 00:39:59,149 You were right. 737 00:39:59,942 --> 00:40:02,611 I should've been upfront with you. I should've been honest. 738 00:40:02,694 --> 00:40:05,447 Trusted our friendship. I'm really sorry that I didn't. 739 00:40:07,282 --> 00:40:09,326 It's like I said, you chose Lori, right. 740 00:40:09,910 --> 00:40:10,994 No, I choose you both. 741 00:40:14,122 --> 00:40:16,333 You probably don't wanna hear this right now, 742 00:40:16,416 --> 00:40:17,668 but I'm proud of you. 743 00:40:18,585 --> 00:40:20,546 I think I haven't told you that enough. 744 00:40:21,672 --> 00:40:24,049 You're in a battle I know nothing about personally. 745 00:40:24,132 --> 00:40:25,843 I really respect that you're here. 746 00:40:25,926 --> 00:40:26,969 Still fighting. 747 00:40:28,637 --> 00:40:29,847 That storm you're in, 748 00:40:31,181 --> 00:40:33,559 Jesus's presence is your peace. 749 00:40:35,227 --> 00:40:37,229 I'm praying for you. Always. 750 00:40:39,857 --> 00:40:41,066 You're my friend, David. 751 00:40:43,485 --> 00:40:44,486 You're right. 752 00:40:46,238 --> 00:40:48,615 You're right. I don't wanna hear that right now. 753 00:41:59,353 --> 00:42:00,354 - Hi. - Hey. 754 00:42:02,314 --> 00:42:04,525 - Hey. - Ah, man. 755 00:42:04,608 --> 00:42:06,985 Uh, I saw David going to a meeting. 756 00:42:07,069 --> 00:42:08,070 - Good. - Yeah. 757 00:42:09,321 --> 00:42:10,781 Thank you for coming to help. 758 00:42:10,864 --> 00:42:13,367 I am so sorry I was short with you. 759 00:42:13,450 --> 00:42:16,370 No, no, no, look, I feel, I feel terrible 760 00:42:16,453 --> 00:42:18,956 that we were what triggered it, you know. 761 00:42:19,039 --> 00:42:21,667 Well, this was not his first setback. 762 00:42:21,750 --> 00:42:23,877 Hopefully it will be his last, 763 00:42:23,961 --> 00:42:26,713 but I can only take so much responsibility for that. 764 00:42:27,214 --> 00:42:30,801 I mean, our actions do have consequences. 765 00:42:30,884 --> 00:42:32,094 We did kiss. 766 00:42:34,012 --> 00:42:35,013 But... 767 00:42:36,014 --> 00:42:39,142 - it's not like it's gonna happen again. - Yeah, no, of course not. 768 00:42:39,226 --> 00:42:40,811 So... 769 00:42:43,105 --> 00:42:44,106 So? 770 00:42:44,940 --> 00:42:45,941 So... 771 00:42:46,817 --> 00:42:48,652 So, how did your date go? 772 00:42:49,111 --> 00:42:52,030 - You never told me. - Oh, yeah, uh, well, um, 773 00:42:52,114 --> 00:42:55,242 let's just say we're not gonna make it to a second conversation. 774 00:42:55,325 --> 00:42:57,411 I can't do different words. 775 00:42:57,494 --> 00:42:59,162 I led with "pastor," 776 00:42:59,246 --> 00:43:01,999 and then I gave her my entire origin story. 777 00:43:02,082 --> 00:43:04,168 Okay, so, all the words. 778 00:43:06,003 --> 00:43:08,213 I'm realizing just how hard it's gonna be to... 779 00:43:08,839 --> 00:43:11,008 start with someone from ground zero. 780 00:43:11,091 --> 00:43:12,092 - Yeah. - Uh... 781 00:43:12,759 --> 00:43:14,678 We have to go through so much stuff, 782 00:43:14,761 --> 00:43:17,764 and then, and then all the texting, just to get to the coffee. 783 00:43:17,848 --> 00:43:18,849 Yeah. 784 00:43:18,932 --> 00:43:20,934 Why can't we just fast forward past all that 785 00:43:21,018 --> 00:43:22,895 - and see if we're any good together? - Yeah. 786 00:43:22,978 --> 00:43:25,314 Where's that app? I wanna sign up for that one. 787 00:43:28,650 --> 00:43:29,776 - Look. - Mm. 788 00:43:29,860 --> 00:43:31,278 You're gonna be fine. 789 00:43:32,237 --> 00:43:36,450 All right. You just need to find someone who hears you're a pastor and... 790 00:43:37,451 --> 00:43:38,535 it doesn't get weird. 791 00:43:43,624 --> 00:43:45,083 - Yeah. - Yeah. 792 00:43:48,795 --> 00:43:50,756 So, I talked to my mom. 793 00:43:51,340 --> 00:43:52,925 She and your dad aren't a thing. 794 00:43:54,301 --> 00:43:56,053 - If they ever were. - See. 795 00:43:56,637 --> 00:43:59,348 I told you. My dad doesn't lie. 796 00:44:05,479 --> 00:44:06,480 Although, 797 00:44:07,022 --> 00:44:09,441 I've been thinking about it. 798 00:44:10,984 --> 00:44:15,072 I think that if two people are into each other, 799 00:44:16,615 --> 00:44:18,951 they shouldn't let anything stand in their way. 800 00:44:19,451 --> 00:44:20,452 You know. 801 00:44:22,079 --> 00:44:23,080 Okay. 802 00:44:24,998 --> 00:44:27,709 Can I play you something? Or... 803 00:44:28,544 --> 00:44:30,170 sing you something? 804 00:44:31,463 --> 00:44:33,006 Yes. Yeah. 805 00:44:33,090 --> 00:44:34,424 Okay. 806 00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:46,687 ♪ I hear your song when no one's near ♪ 807 00:44:46,770 --> 00:44:49,439 ♪ Cuts through the silence Draws you clear ♪ 808 00:44:53,944 --> 00:44:56,446 ♪ I talk to stars, I look for signs ♪ 809 00:44:56,530 --> 00:44:59,408 ♪ That you're still with me in my mind ♪ 810 00:45:02,786 --> 00:45:06,373 ♪ Put your bags to the side ♪ 811 00:45:07,332 --> 00:45:11,086 ♪ Stay as long as you like ♪ 812 00:45:12,421 --> 00:45:14,631 ♪ When it gets dark ♪ 813 00:45:14,715 --> 00:45:16,925 ♪ And I feel alone ♪ 814 00:45:17,509 --> 00:45:21,763 ♪ There's still a place with you Inside of my soul ♪ 815 00:45:22,347 --> 00:45:24,266 ♪ I keep it warm ♪ 816 00:45:24,766 --> 00:45:27,144 ♪ I make it whole ♪ 817 00:45:27,227 --> 00:45:32,024 ♪ Next to my heart I feel your love And I'm home ♪ 818 00:45:32,107 --> 00:45:37,321 ♪ The creak in the stairs The hum in the air ♪ 819 00:45:37,404 --> 00:45:41,950 ♪ I leave a light on 'Cause I know that you're there ♪ 820 00:45:42,451 --> 00:45:44,578 ♪ You're all I want ♪ 821 00:45:44,661 --> 00:45:46,455 ♪ So I bear the cross ♪ 822 00:45:47,247 --> 00:45:49,833 ♪ Of making room ♪ 823 00:45:52,377 --> 00:45:54,922 ♪ Long as I breathe ♪ 824 00:45:55,005 --> 00:45:59,134 ♪ I'll always keep space for you ♪ 825 00:46:05,224 --> 00:46:08,060 I... I don't know what to say. 826 00:46:08,143 --> 00:46:09,228 Oh. 827 00:46:10,187 --> 00:46:11,563 That you like it. 828 00:46:13,899 --> 00:46:14,983 I love it. 829 00:46:17,694 --> 00:46:18,695 You are... 830 00:47:13,458 --> 00:47:14,710 Hey, Malcolm. 831 00:47:14,793 --> 00:47:17,462 Hi, uh, so I was wondering 832 00:47:17,546 --> 00:47:21,091 if you maybe wanted to have coffee or dinner some time? 833 00:47:21,175 --> 00:47:23,302 Oh, wow. 834 00:47:24,011 --> 00:47:26,096 This is moving really fast. 835 00:47:26,597 --> 00:47:28,432 No, I... Coffee's fine. 836 00:47:28,515 --> 00:47:31,268 - I didn't mean that we had to have... - I'm kidding. 837 00:47:32,686 --> 00:47:34,938 I would love to have dinner with you. 838 00:47:38,525 --> 00:47:39,526 Great.